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Surprise Connection – Short Story by Lola Hornof

A double date was always a bad idea. It was a favor to her roommate. Bethany had never met the guy or heard of him, so she was nervous. Why am I putting myself through this she asked herself. This was one favor she would cash in on at a later date.

So she got ready in her favorite outfit and headed to meet her mystery date with her roommate. What if this guy is a total loser she thought. I just have to get through the night Bethany told herself.

They arrived at the restaurant, Bethany’s anxiety rising. They were lead to the table and everyone was introduced. We let’s hope this goes good thought Bethany. Her date’s name was Taylor. He was very handsome and well spoken. A man that uses his mind thought Bethany what a rare thing.

They all enjoyed their food and sat back for some coffee and conversation. The night was coming to an end and Bethany realized that this date was going great. As they paid the bill, Taylor asked Bethany if he could see her again. Her heart raced and she said of course. They exchanged contact information and said their goodbyes.

When they got home, her roommate instantly started interrogating her about what she thought of Taylor and how the evening had been so perfect. Bethany told her they exchanged contact information and headed to her room to relax. She got into her pajamas and pulled out her journal. This was definitely a night to write about.

She woke up the next morning feeling fresh and thinking about Taylor. How could one meeting cause all this she thought as she went to the kitchen for coffee. There was a lot to do today but all she could think about was when was Taylor going to contact her. It was a very excited and anxious feeling. Bethany had never felt these emotions all at once, so this guy must be special.

Walking into the living room, she sat down in her favorite chair. She checked her cell phone but nothing from him. There was a twinge of disappointment. Then her insecurities kicked in What if he had only taken her information to be polite? What if he was not sincere? Bethany pushed these thoughts from her mind and tried to remain positive. She did not want to get her hopes up about him, she had had to many bad dating experiences.

Bethany got up from her seat and went to get ready for her day. She decided to not think about Taylor anymore. She figured if he contacted her or not it would all work out. Either way, she decided not to care or be negative.

As she got out of the shower, her phone rang out with a text message. It was from Taylor. He wanted to meet for dinner and drinks that night. Her heart raced and excitement built up in her. She responded with a yes, hoping to not sound overzealous. They arranged a meeting place and time. Bethany put the phone down and did a happy dance. How would she get through the day being so excited? It was just going to have to work.

Bethany went through her day but all her thoughts were on him. They had really bonded over dinner but tonight just the two of them was going to make or break Bethany’s hopes. It just felt so right with him.

With all her errands done, Bethany returned home and started digging through her closet for the perfect outfit. She did not want too sexy so she would go with a more conservative look. Two more hours and they were meeting. Bethany’s heart was pounding out of her chest but she had to get ready. All she could think Was this guy the one she had been searching and waiting for?

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A Part of Life – Poem by Lola Hornof

There will be ups,

And downs,

Challenges like never before,

This is all a part of life,

Just take it as it comes,

Life does not let you choose,

What you will face,

Life defines us,

It is how you handle these situations,

That defines your character.

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Amanda – Short Story by Lola Hornof

Amanda was an average girl with average looks. She had never felt special. Her self-esteem did not give her much hope. There was no encouragement in her life. Her parents were divorced. All her mom did was work and her dad traveled all the time. Neither ever having time for her.

Amanda’s best friend since preschool had just moved across country. She was so depressed with no one to notice. She had other friends, but none as close as Abigail was. Why did everyone have to leave she asked herself. Now the numbness had taken over and she was just going through the motions of life. Doing what was expected but not caring about any of it.

No one knew how bad Amanda hurt inside. No one knew about the cutting just so she would feel something. It was the only sensation that registered with her mind. She felt that she carried the weight of the world on her shoulders. She blamed herself for her parents’ divorce. She felt everything was her fault. Negativity surrounded her like smoke.

Summer was here and school break was in full effect. Amanda went through the days in her room that summer, never being checked on, while her mom worked all the time. By the time she got home, Amanda was asleep. They were more like roommates than family.

Amanda woke up one morning. A wave of hopelessness rushed over her. She could not even get out of bed. There was no point she thought. I have to stop this she said to herself. She was starting to feel less numb. Today she would stop cutting and all the negativity. End the self-hate, blame, anger, cutting, and numbness. Today she would be free. She just had to make that choice.

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That One Person – Poem by Lola Hornof

That one person who,

Makes you light up when they come into a room,

Laughing,

Touching,

That one person,

Who knows you,

Hugs,

Hold,

Same thoughts,

Same views,

You are lucky to find that one person.

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My Mother Confuses Me – Poem by Lola Hornof

You were supposed to protect me,

Mother,

One day you would love,

The next you wish I was never born,

Not keeping him away from me,

Knowing it was going on,

You were in the room,

Then you would go crazy,

Hitting me,

I suffered at your hands,

There was no reason,

I was good,

Constant turmoil,

I was so young,

To understand,

One minute lifting me up,

The next knocking me down,

I never knew a Mother’s love,

She was so mentally unstable,

But I did not know,

Did not protect,

Just abused,

And let other abuse go on.

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Invisible Scars – Poem by Lola Hornof

She looked in the mirror,

Scars all over her face,

This she could deal with.

All from that day,

When he tried to kill her,

Scars all over her body.

But the worst,

You could not see,

Her mind,

Stored the memory like a computer.

It went through her head everyday,

Disorders because of it,

Permanent pain,

Physical,

Mental,

But the worst was invisible.

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Destiny – Poem by Lola Hornof

Her name said it all,

Destiny,

She felt she was meant for better things,

Better than now,

This was what gave her so much hope,

As she trudged through the days,

She thought of her dreams,

How will I achieve them?

The biggest one,

To sing and dance,

As she walked along,

She saw a flyer on a pole,

A singing contest,

With real agents,

Smiling,

She knew,

She had to go,

So she went,

Her destiny.

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Being a Friend – Poem by Lola Hornof

Friendship,

Is like a flower,

You must nurture it,

Guard it,

Always be there for your friends,

They will do the same for you,

Listen without judgement,

Share their tears,

Be excited over the good things,

Talk for hours,

Check in daily,

Offer moral support,

Always ask if they’re ok,

This is being a friend.

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Thinking – Poem by Lola Hornof

Sitting here thinking about what to do,

Do I call you,

One day you talk,

The next you ignore,

Leaving me wondering,

What do I do,

An acknowledgement,

A sign,

Tell me something,

Good or bad,

I just need to know,

Do you want me or not,

It’s not fair,

You refuse to say,

Play your games,

Today is the day,

I choose,

To go my own way.

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Night Time in Nature – Poem by Lola Hornof

Looking out the window,

Pitch black night,

A sliver of the moon,

Lightening bugs sporadically lighting up,

A howl of the coyote in the distance,

Peaceful tranquility,

Frogs chirping far off,

A cool breeze blows through,

This is how nighttime is supposed to be,

Perfect silence,

With nature all around.