There was a very loud crash,
That nobody else heard,
Broken inside,
Nothing could change that,
Why do I have to suffer?
He created my broken self,
On the fears of the people I trusted most,
In the end,
I got away,
Battered and bruised,
But alive,
I feel that nothing is safe,
Nothing at all,
Fearing I will never feel safe again,
I withdraw,
Into myself,
Isolating myself so I cannot get hurt again,
Praying that one day I will trust again.