Without meaning do
I exist without hope do I live alas what am I to
see life for what it is ,
I don’t feel right forcing others to see what I see
knowing that my long lived loneliness might never see an end in sight
without meaning in my life
I am empty without a sense of justice do I see injustice ;
take me away from a country
corrupted and crime ridden to a peaceful country where crime is at a minimal its only in my nature to see the truth
in front of me
I wait for
him to save me from all the things
that might end up hurting me all too deeply to attest to at the end ,
knowing his love is what would pull me through
in the end is what will make the difference let come what ever may it might not make a world of difference to me
but knowing that even if something so beautiful looks so harmless it can do a great deal of harm ;
my life as I know it as of now may as well be a desolate island
full of pain and misery nothing more could hurt nearly as much as being deserted for a solitary life style
it hurts enough to bury all my pain underneath a hurt smile.
Knowing that damage
cannot always be undone till the rat is dead and buried
full of shame and lost to its own lice ,
take me away to the land of the rising sun where dreams do come true even in the most harrowing of times
it should all be enough to hold onto with all my strength lost to reason to really care ;
its enough to see the truth behind all honesty that was ever known
between the facts and the lies that bury us in our own agonies its enough to die in a pain unlike anything ever known
unto us as of now .